<body> IN SEARCH OF THE MISSING ONE....
THE EMPTY ME.



alex.
twenty two.
25MARCH85.
SINGAPORE INSTITUTE OF MANAGEMENT.
LOVE SPORTS.

WISHLIST.

laptop
printer
Happiness
back pack
good grades
trip to Taiwan
basketball shoe
new sound system
a good badminton racket
full LIGAMENT recovery
creative mp3 - at least 8GB

HAD BEEN.

  • June 2004
  • July 2004
  • August 2004
  • September 2004
  • October 2004
  • January 2005
  • March 2005
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • November 2006
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • June 2007
  • July 2007
  • August 2007
  • October 2007
  • July 2008
  • September 2008
  • February 2009
  • March 2009
  • April 2009
  • June 2009
  • October 2009

    THANKS FOR BEING HERE.

    Eve
    Claris
    IBP.. =)
    AlvIn
    Linda
    Nui er
    Ah Ron
    Shevon
    DA JIE!

    YAK YAK.


    Sunday, March 25, 2007


    I jus came back from clubbing at MOS. Well in actual fact i am very awake and sober right now. awake till the fact that it seems so scary... if u all happen to see a show acted by rui.. erm no.. i mean yang jian hua.. lolz.. the title is "QIAN BEI BU ZUI"... it tell of how yang jian hua can nver get drunk no matter how much she drink... well.. i got a bit of this type of feeling... cause i really feel more and more sober everytime i club and drink... and that suck... I jus have so much feeling right now.. call it emo if u want but all these feeling is ever present in my life.. 24th march, the eve of my bday.. yet i dun feel like it at all.. this yr i started counting down to my bday only when there is like 10-12 day left... why? make no difference also... today wanted to meet some frens for dinner.. all seem not to know it is my bday 2moro.. well.. sad case.. nvm.. finally found someone, who is jackson.

    Well, jus a burger king dinner and we went over to kandi bar, where i had grasshopper and he had a "multiple orgasm" wah if real life orgasm taste like tat... i rather have to orgasm at all.. lolz..


    And then it was off to club.. yeah, a few of them wished mi happy bday.. but well.. i felt so so so out. guorong hit the nail in my heart when he ask.. why decide to club on ur bday, and with jus 1 fren? i jus had to say "alot of my fren in taiwan, and others not free... but 2moro still got a grp of fren celebrating for mi"


    1stly, i only have 2 fren in taiwan, and yes 2ndly others not free(or dun know is my bday) and 3rdly, the grp of fren is claris and rui. lolz! take a look at my frenster list... 537 fren... 166 testi... all feel so useless to mi... cause i dun even have fren i can ask out.. sometime i jus feel that i am such a loser.. my dad alway hit the rite nail when he say.. "i tot u got lot of fren.. why nver go out? why alway stay at home? why nver go out with ur frens?" i can only jus ans him.. "erm... i like to stay at home.. i tired... they busy... no need everytime meet... alll these shit.. but he is rite.. i got no frens...


    now to thankz those few who at least msg or wat... in order of merit...


    1) May... thankz May... it was nice workign with u last time, alway helping mi cover this and that.. and now 1st to mms mi somemore with ur own pic.. lolz... thankz thankz..


    1) SHAH! i put u number 1 also bcoz u msg mi at 12midnite zun! lolz... thankz bro.. we went thru a lot together.. so much secret.. so much studying together... so much having fun.. ping pong.. soccer.. sentosa.. gym... nycc... dinner.. lunch... helping with my com.. ur training... thankz thankz.. u r still 1 of the best bro i have and the best best malay bro i have!


    2) My dearest sis... haha.. oki although i alway scold u at home.. or bully u as u alway say but it is all for ur own good... kana bully by mi better den bullied outside by other ppl rite... hahah.. thankz thankz.. yeah and not u sleeping so soundly.. haha


    3) Claris! hahaha.. mrs rou ma.. thankz thankz.. i know u miss ur mr rou ma very much who is in taiwan now.. thankz a lot nice knowing u.. although u suck at bridge.. hahaha... see ya later!


    4) cindy.. haha.. my da lao po in poly... thankz thankz.. wah but every yr ur msg same de lehz.. jus sing a bday song in msg form to mi.. haha.. but well thankz a lot.. cause u remember.. see when u free come out k.. i know NUS busy and stress... haha


    5) Surprise Surprise!! my guai peiling!! lolz.. wah not bad ah nui er... haha.. really surprised that u text mi... well as i told u le.. u grow up le.. must interact with ppl more liao.. dun alway so zi bi.. i know u 2 yr plus liao can!! hahaha...


    6) siyong!! lolz.. ehz u purposely ask ur sister to test mi is it.. lolz.. well i am thankzful la.. u alway help mi so much... we still take part mix netball competition together in poly.. thankz ahz.. thankz for answeringmy question on SIM too.. xie xie!!


    7) kailiang.. u asshole.. i was expecting more than jus a text can... didnt even meet or wat... and u can tell mi even my bday have to book u in advance... this type of buddy... u can eat shit la... but well... still thankz for the msg...


    8) Vincent! lolz.. wah not bad ahz.. my workmate! but ass.. jerry dun come den u dun come liao.. ps mi.. haha.. later i go back make sure ur arm really break! lolz.. but thankz for wishing mi.. my bed buddy jerry didnt even msg mi.. haha... xie xie la.. mr pussy cat SOH.. lolz


    9) Si rui... hey girl.. thankz ah.. not sure if it is ur sister ask u to test mi out de or wat but still really very thankzful... haha.. really very happy to receive ur msg.. hehe... well i was clubbing la.. den when u msg mi jus nice i resting so i reply lo... ur sis msg mi when i was in the dance floor so i nver reply la... ask her dun jealous.. hehe...


    10) last but not least... my another nui er... Aileen!! hahahah... wah not bad ahz.. got msg mi.. guai guai.. lolz... my this long lost nui er ahz... but pull urself 2geter and forget abt all bad thing k.. and concentrate on ur study can le.. dun think abt those sad thing.. lao pa zi chi u!! hehe



    and so... that is those who msg mi for now.. not sure if there will be any later on... wah it is 6:08 liao... i meeting claris and rui 12pm at harbourfront... must wake up ard 10 plus.. hahah... but still i feel that is a need to blog how sucky i feel... in actual fact.. i feel this is my worse bday ever.. but well... almost every yr my bday suck... it oki.. maybe when i get the chance to go uni den i can get to know some true and more happening fren.. to all my fren.. i am really trying very hard already..


    rui and claris... hope later will be a wonderful outing... at least salvage some of my bday.. haha... see ya all later... take a lot a lot of pic ya!!! oh ya.. everyone!!! musical fountain of sentosa is closing!!! on the 26th of march!! so sad can... if can pls go catch it... the start of a lot of romance... i once told myself i wanna watch it with the someone special in my life but now it is closing down!!! damn.. sad can.. but well.. jus go and at least u will be able to reminisce it....

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